Three weeks past 3/18/11

This is the first really strong compulsion I have felt to want back on.    It really has been three weeks and the change in my life is dramatic.   This compulsive element is gone.   But here I am with 1/2 hour to kill before needing to be somewhere and I've logged on with no where to go because I no longer get enormous amounts of e-mail.   Two men have sent me "Friend" requests on Saatchi-Online - an art thing - because they want me to vote for their art.   Suddenly I wanted access to people I knew on FB.   But do I really feel isolated or is this a fake thing?    It feels like you are really communcating with people and yet you are not - but the small amount of contact feeds something that compels me to get that fix several times a day - when I was on FB.   It's still not enough to go back on and I have to go now anyway.  At least it's got me writing again.